Choir Audition 2009 AGAIN

THIS SUCKS

sheesh,2008 was gone but again, the nightmare of having the choir audition again HAUNTS me. last year, i failed. okay,nevermind, so i thought maybe i could take a go again this year. but then...

i am in the ALTO,which is SOOOOO damn unlucky since we have 9 girls but they need only 6. in contrast, C.ALTO needs 6 too but they only have 7 People. hey hey hey hey hey HEY!!! and C.Alto has only form 5 and form 3 girls, this means the form 3 girls are so lucky. eh, i admit la. i jealous a bit bit,k? NO OFFENSE. but then back to alto, we have i think 3 form 5 ,4 FORM 4 and 2 FORM 3 , which means...the competition will be tough. we have 9, 3 will be out.

the chances of me getting through the school team is like nil. lets analyse it,

the form 5 will definitely be in.
kl, a friend of mine and lsp too will be.
if form 3 are eliminated, that leaves me and the other friend are fighting through the heads. and oh, the form three ones are GOOD. so that means 4 of us buliking uo for 1 narrow place.

i don't know whther my singing is good or no, but there's one thing i know, i LACK LUCK. i m always getting out of luck when important things came up.
and then...

a reminder to someone:
if you get to be on top of me, don't always compare me with you and put me at the bottom of you. i am sick of this and ur attitude.

besides choir, i m getting so stressed in class. my march test results sucks like pig and the frp(filthy rich pigs) didn't help either. especially the pig whpo thinks herself is queen elizabeth 3 or whatever.

....................................still worrying about choir and i m having nightmares about it.
but i will be prepared, since i know the truth that i WON't be in the school team this year AGAIN.i admit i want that badly, and sometimes ,dreams don't just come true.